||[Sep. 30th, 2006|11:44 am]
Well tomorrow I'm off to university. Thoughts and feelings are as follows.
1. Logic says, you are my friends, we have a lot on common, you like university, thus I am bound to like it. Or maybe it doesn't say that, should have listened harder in TOK. Anyway I feel really indifferent about it, but I hate the idea of staying here..so really there is no choice.
2. Durham, wtf? hoho, I've always wanted to use that acronym. I don't think it is the people I'm scared of, I think it is the place. I'm about to emerse myself in middle england again. I AM actually crazy, I'm off to a place with the worst nightclub in Europe and NO cinema (not that I go to the cinema often, but still). Will I get to see ANY bands at all??? Granted Newcastle is like 10 minutes away harboring both nightclubs and art's cinemas so maybe i'm wrong and have the best of both worlds.
3. Oxbridge rejects...well enough said. Actually having said that, if I had applied to oxbridge I would have been one so lets not be judgemental. In fact, Tim Spears...enough said, that's better.
4. The closet, I don't want to have to jump right back in, I hope the people there are cool and openminded. I really realy know that I'm not going to find my soulmate despite your europe wishes thing, but it's still a good dream to have. Plus I suddenly remembered that I'm a COMPLETE virgin, god what a wierd thought.....In fact I am now THE ONLY one in our group who is, HA check me out you bunch of heathens, yes I'm looking at YOU CLAIRE!
Those are me university fears, I'm sure that the will soon be quelled and crushed, or at least I hope so.
Now I'm going out on my bike for the last time! *sniff sniff*
fairthee well my friends.
This will probably be the last post I do from home, scary though.
p.s I use way too many commas, damn it!